I can get lost in abstract ideas for days and enjoy every bit of the process, but when it comes to planning or thinking of something “real” I tire myself out and need a nap.. And that is because “planning” itself is abstract trying to pose as “reality”.. trying to get a firm grasp on something that doesn’t yet exist, trying to think of infinite probabilities and their infinite chain reactions within a box of limitations.. My mind simply rejects it and the thoughts erase themselves as they manifest.. Because you simply shouldn’t mix the abstract with reality.. And that is concrete proof of my sanity!